Bored? Boredom Kills Me. :P

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Nothing. NEVERMIND the title. It has nothing to do with my post. :lol:

As promised, i’m going to tell you the story about me and that mysterious incident w/ him..

So after that uber happy party with my classmates and our adviser, I went straight to the school service since i will not be joining them during the star gazing because i was not permitted by my parents. huhu. So there, when i was there, i saw HIM (he was sitted beside my boy classmate and our driver so it means he was infront.). I tried not to look at him but i can’t help myself since that will be the last day that i will be seeing him. :depress: There. So one of my servicemates told him that he shall bid goodbye to someone since that would be the last day so on and so forth.. I didn’t cared much because i knew that was not me and all i know that he has found someone new already (but i was wrong. I confirmed it to my close friend/servicemate/his batchmate that he was single.) Then, to avoid the boredom, i just listen to my mp3 player although they’re playing songs inside the school service naman but, those songs played are not my fave.. until..

He played I’d Rather by Luther Vandross. That was our theme song when we were still in a relationship way back then before. (Well, that morning before that, my friends intentionally played that song, i did cried too. )

I CRIED.

I did…. AGAIN.

I thought i can manage not to cry.

..but i was wrong. :depress:

He wasn’t able to bid goodbye after that. He got off the service.

The story does not end there. When my brother went home, he asked me who’s this and that. Fortunately, that was the message from him and was forwarded by my close friend/servicemate/his batchmate. That was his “goodbye message to me”. I just e-mailed him since my cellphone’s not with me. I cried while i’m typing my message. I thought he still feels the same way but know, i guess it changed.. AGAIN. :doze:

period. that’s it. :blank:

I MISS HIM. :depress:


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Oh sis What can i advice you is just try to move on and thats it! *__*

aww.. maybe its better if you two will talk.. or just move.. hirap sis pag kasi mahal mo pa yung isa tao.. kaya yun if my chance na pede kayo mag-usap usap kayo.. malay m dba..

Hey! I was wondering if you wanted to be affiliates? :d. There was no submit button on your forms, so I just thought I’d ask you here :].

move on && dont worry about him. there will be someone else. && btw nice site :geek:

The hardest part of goodbyes.. Is the fact that you’ll be missing them. :(

*hug*

sure where are u going to add me. on the side bar or in the blogroll?

sure thats fine.

Awwww,, That is really sad. I don’t know the story behind the break-up but I guess so still have feelings for each other making it hard to move on.

I am missing someone too!

BTW, I linked you up. ;)

oh my that’s really painful. It’s really hard to get over the person you fell in love with… pero kaya mo yan. You just need time. Just don’t think of the things like “baka mahal pa niya me” because in the end it’ll hurt you just as what happened to you. You’ll get over him I know that ^_^

awww……ialso felt that before..hhmmm naiiyak din ako sis if i hear that song,,nasasaktan ang puso ko…. :doze:

may naalala akong text message :( malungkot din yun eh kaya i won’t be sharing it here.

*hugs isha*

there… there…

iiyak mo lang kung kailangan :) hopefully, you’ll wake up one day na hindi mo na feel umiyak dahil wala na yung hurt na nararamdaman mo :)

Aww, you poor girl. Cheer up.

cheer up sis! *hug* naku kung ako din nasa palagay mo maiiyak din ako :(

naks. halatang bored po kayo… hmm.. bored rin kasi ako. miss ko na rin sya. nyahaha… :lovestruck:

Cry until maubos ang luha.. one day, pag nagkita kayo uli.. you can then smile.. dahil na overcome mo na yung sadness.. naka move on ka na ..

that is so bittersweet.. :c sana magkaroon na ng closure between the two of you.. *hugs*

hahaha! i like ur smileys they’re naughty! haha :moody: :lovestruck: :lol: :idea: :hmm: :tear: :evil: :doze:

well.. i thiink u were meant to be. haha!

aw gosh.. *hug
i dunno wat to say. hug na lang

heyaa :smile:
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there are times na talagang nakakaiyak yung mga songs pagnaaalala naten.. HAy.. masarap kasing alalahanin yung time na super inlove ka tapos bigla nawala..haaaayyy ouch!But I hope na maintindihan mo rin soon yung mga struggles mo kung ano talaga ang rationale..Blog hop lang link ex?



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